Why are you here?
Hi, my Name’s Dean O’Shea and I’m going to teach you how to take back time.
Disclaimer…you won’t gain immortality from reading this. I’m not God, or the Devil. I’m not going to give you some pill for immortality in exchange for your soul.
But what this story will teach you, is how to let go of the fear and pain in your life so that you can finally start living the way you want to.
There’s a fundamental question that guides almost all of our actions, but there’s a fundamental fear that stops us from ever finding out what that question really is.
If we never find out what that question is, we can never truly understand why we are here, and if we do not know why, then we can never truly live.
I’m going to help you find out what that question is and show you how to conquer the fear that stands in your way.
Then, and only then, will you be able to live fully, forever.
If you are reading this it is probably because you have been searching for the answer to this question before. You may have followed other gurus, or travelled the world in search for answers, or even paid a therapist, or a hypnotist to pry them from your brain.
Don’t worry, I am not a therapist, this is not a journey with no end, and I’m not going to hypnotise you and then bill you at the end. All I want to do is show you the path I walked and help you walk it for yourself.
It can be scary to tread the path, or to uncover your fears. Most of us keep them buried our whole lives. But what you will discover is that once you truly understand what they are, and how to deal with them, you can conquer them with ease.
You may be suspicious as to what my motives are. In truth, I had lived my whole life in fear, and now that I have finally conquered it, I feel like it’s my moral obligation to help others to conquer theirs.
I believe that this journey has had more of a profound impact on my life than anything I’ve ever done, and that it is the most noble pursuit anyone can undertake.
I cannot tell you in words the feeling of joy and gratification letting go of my fears and embracing my life has given me. My friends, my family, my relationships, even my wealth has improved seven-fold from what it was before.
And you can experience those things too.
So sit back, relax, and let me tell you a story…
When I was a child I used to be terrified of death.
I would lie awake at night and imagine what it would be like to experience nothingness, forever and ever.
I would panic that if I went to sleep I might never wake up again, that’s probably why I’m a bit of an insomniac.
I’m sure we’ve all felt it, that inescapable fear that keeps us awake at night…that follows us through life…and may still do to this day. But that’s why we are here right?
I remember one night, I must have been about 24, I couldn’t sleep and started having a panic attack. I started having convulsions, saying “No! No! No!” over and over again. I leapt out of bed, paced around, tried to distract myself, but I couldn’t.
It was as if death were knocking on my door right then!
In my desperation I picked up the phone and I called my ex-girlfriend. It was late at night and when she answered she was confused.
I asked her to do something I’ve never asked anyone to do before, or since.
I asked her just to talk, to not ask me why I was calling, or what it was about. I made her promise to never ask why I called her, or ever mention it again.
And we just talked about nothing. After half an hour or so I said thank you, I put down the phone and I went to sleep.
And we never spoke of it again.
Why did I do that? Why didn’t I tell her? She would have understood, maybe even been able to help.
I didn’t tell her because I was so afraid of death, it was the worst thing I could possibly imagine, and though I was destitute and had no-one else to turn to, to save me from my fear, I also couldn’t bring myself to infect another person with it.
It was like a disease.
And so I held on to it my entire life, without ever telling anyone I carried this horrible secret, this vile illness, festering inside of me, because I thought that if I ever told anyone, it might awaken inside of them and spread.
And now I am here, in front of all of you, sharing this terrible secret. Why?
Because I’ve finally found the cure…
In Part Two…
In Part Two I will tell you about the ladder that we’ve been led to believe is our lives, and why it is so important that we break away from it.
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